Sadness !!!

Dont know what to say Now , Dont know where to start ....
I dont know to Handle there's something on my mind ...
You tell me u are leaving , But I have just to say Before u Throw it all the way...
Even if u want to go alone , I will be waitting when u are coming home
If U need someone to ease the pain , You can lean on me ,,,
My Love will still remaind
Or U can find to lean from the other ....
Dont know what u are Thinking to me It seems Quite Though to hold a Converstation
When Words Are Not Enough ...
So this is Your Decisions And There's Nothing I can Do ...
Do what u want to do ...
Lord ,,, I am so tired with arguing and fight . Tears away and that hurting my self.. I am not perfect but i trying to understand if that a good decisions i will take It... Thanks for everything u do it for me ...