Dilemma !!!!!!!

I dont know what to do ...
I dont know how to say ...
I dont know how to start what would i say ....
Make me a bit stress
Speechless !!!
It was hurting me With she hardest words ...
What a mistake i has ?
Why U take it out on me ?
Do what u want to do if that make u happy , even i didnt happy when u bring this shitt run it out on my life ,,,, What a deal ???