Heaven .... Heaven ... Heaven ... !!!!!!!!!

I hate my self when my tears away and i cant do something to make it better....
My tears away when i heard this song " Sekali ini saja " by Glen Fredly.
Jesus ,,,,
I am losing my life is back now !!!!!!!!
Do u hear me ????
Heaven oh Heaven !!!!!
Missed my a good life come back .... Why u didnt say anything there ?
Do u see my life its gonna be hardly now ?
Since u gonne ,,,,, Since u gonne ,,, Since u gonne everything is change!!!!!!
Hoping everything is gonna be ok with ur Mom too. I do love her very much as like as my mother. Bcoz she is a mother and i do respectful for as i am a mother too. Since u gone we are missed about u. Please no tears away, i am F***ing Hate seeing my tears away when u come in the dark of the night (my dreams)... Pleaseeeeeeeeeee!!!!
My promise is :
1. i will make your angels be happy
2. i will raised them with my love

No one understand what my feel but there's something in my head.
Life is suck after u gone ..... ( WHY HAST THOU FORSAKEN ME ?? )

F*** for everybody to talking shit about my life !!!
I dont care what the hell u are talking about me ... !!!!